its been so long right ! did you all miss me? a ton of strories i want to share to you ! but maybe it needs a ton of time too to share ! haha ..
yeah, guess what? love story again guys:)
yeah you are the only one who knows my past love story. honestly i dont know, is this feeling that i've been felt is true? and maybe this is i can called true love? i dont know.
His name is Deby. He is sweet. He is in social class. Before, a lot of people even my closest friend told me that "you can't be with him, he is playboy and jerk." . yes i know. but by the time, he come back to me again, after i said that i'm still have relation with monet. but monet was php. i know maybe his clever on rushing the girl is the best.but i'm still dont know why i just feel it so right safe and happy. i love being text by him. i love take a ride with him. i feel safe if he is beside me. i feel so awesome and flying when he is looking at me. although in my mind think "what he has done with me ? why i love him so easily ?" . God has ruled this maybe. Day by day, my love become deep and deeper. ...
but sometime he make me so fell down:") his ego and his habit :") make me little doubt about him...
and i know, as soon as he will be graduated....he will break me up...i knew..but i pray it won't happen please
everyday i pray to Allah, Ya Allah..
berilah selalu kesehatan dan rizki darimu kepadanya
berilah dia selalu kemudahan dan keberuntungan dalam mengerjakan ujian darimu
berilah dia selalu semangat dalam bersekolah
semoga semua yang diinginkan dan masukkanlah dia ke perguruan tinggi terbaik untuknya
dan ya allah..
dekatkanlah dia padaku apabila dia memang untukku ya allah
dan jauhkanlah dia dariku apabila itu kehendakmu ya allah
ridhoi kami dan maafkan segala kesalahan kami ya allah
aku hanya ingin bersamanya, selama engkau masih meridhoi aku bersamanya..
bila memang saatnya kami berpisah tolong jangan hilangkan rasa sayang ini kepadanya..
dan selama kami bersama selalu lindungi kami ya alla dari segala godaan dan bahaya..
may be only god who really understand.